06/03/13: Uncle Jesse's Viewing ♡

My weekend has been so hectic and my thoughts have been too. I've been going through A LOT lately but I'm giving a super big thanks to the people who supported me and stayed with me along the way I've had my troubles. "I suffered, I learned, I changed" is definitely how I feel right now and life has just been hitting me in all the worse spots but I'm so thankful for the life I live even though I have so many doubts about myself and how I don't deserve any of this, but thank you for letting me ease up on all this pain I've been feeling lately.

With a little clarification of why I've been away, I've also been busy with family and mostly talking to my boyfriend a lot due to our personal issues with each other but nonetheless, I still love him for everything he's done. With my family, My uncle's viewing was coming up and his viewing was on June 3, 2013. I didn't cry when I saw him resting peacefully in his casket, but I felt so happy not seeing him in so much pain as I did see him in the ICU when he was still breathing his last breaths. A few pictures may be a bit personal for you, but to me I see him in such good rest and great peace, he truly deserves it.

Okay well of course Dian and I always act a lil goofy at sad events to brighten up our spirits but quote of the day........... "SELFIES FOR DAYS" Haha oh my goshhh.

WE LOVE YOU UNCLE JESSE! I kept whispering to him a few jokes and I kept on asking him "Uncle Jesse.... where's my $150 at!?!? Hahaha I'm just kidding though uncle!!"

This is my Lola Oding! This is my Uncle Jesse's Sister and Uncle Jesse is her youngest sibling. Makes me sad knowing that her brother passed away but I'm so glad that he's in a better place and I'm so thankful for my Grandma for sticking it out and being blessed to keep living on a long life! I love her :') After seeing my Uncle Jesse a few times, we went outside, hung out with my cousins Dian, Monique, Dwayne plus his girlfriend Noelle, we all grubbed and decided to eat! I was starving but I seriously had some guilt for being one of the first ones to start eating a meal lol.

ALL THE FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD ^_^ LOL. After eating a lot of food, we went back inside, took a lot of family pictures, then we went to go see our Uncle Jesse one last time physically because he only had one viewing, and we said our last "until then" but never goodbye.

This picture was the last time I saw him with the casket open and then we closed the casket around 7:15pm after Aunty Luz and the Divino's got to see him again. My Aunty Luz is such a strong woman and I have so much respect for her! She was seriously so strong not crying as much as I did see her in the ICU but I'm so glad she seems do be doing better than before. My next post will be great details about our last 'goodbye' to him and the real funeral day. Until the next post viewers!

xoxo,
KJFA