Confused state.

I'm not sure how to feel about all of this. I feel as if it is all a dream. Well, not surely as close to a dream, where as the actions taken place seemed all so... fake. Like it didn't really happen. It didn't exist. I don't know how to feel. I feel so... overwhelmed. Thinking back to the time where we were close as kids and I don't know.... it's crazy how time truly flies, and how time takes a toll on us, how fast life moves. All of this is just truly, truly, truly... unbelievable . and I feel as if I can't and won't believe it until truth has been told. I'm just so overwhelmed. I'm in a mixture between sad and very much lost. I just pray for the best to those affected.